Queennie

About Me

I'm 24 (18+) years old and I was born in July 20, 2000. I'm born with Autism/Autstic (ASD or known as Autism Spectrum Disorder) when I was 3 years old. Even I have Autism, I can still able to read, write, do things and speak like most normal people do.I'm a Female so it's She/Her and I'm from The Philippines, which I lived here since I was born.Fun Fact about my name: My dad accidentally wrote my name Queenie to Queennie. And up until now, I get used to writing my name Queennie. What's even funnier is many people alwaysbwrote my name wrong (Which is Queenie, Quennie, Quenie, etc...)

My Favorites

I love listening to Kpop that I became a fan of it since 2008 (All thanks to 2nd Generation groups like 2NE1 (Thanks, Sandara Park!), Wonder Girls, Girls Generation, 2PM, MBLAQ, etc...)). But sadly, I became slowly disinterested due to what's going and happening in the World of Kpop since 2023. In August 28, 2024, I stopped being a Kpop fan forever. (Please kindly see more details on "Special Notes About Me" section.)Not only I love listening to Kpop, I love listening to Korean Hip-Hop and R&B music way back in 2020 (aka the COVID-19 pandemic era days) but sadly, I stopped listening to it last 2023.I'm also a fan of Anime, gaming, books, watching cartoons, watching cooking shows (NOT COOKING COMPETITION SHOWS BUT COOKING SHOWS THAT SHOWS THAT YOU CAN MAKE THIS RECIPE AT HOME! I REALLY HATE COOKING COMPETITIONS 100%!) and cooking ASMR videos, soft and cuddly things (Examples: Pillows, Plush Pillows and Plushies), and watching recorded old (and new) TV commercials from YouTube.I also became interested of listening to Ukrainian music. When I began to listen to Ukrainian music last 2023 of April, it finally became my new favorite genre. And up until now, I love listening to Ukrainian music. It gave me peace while I slowly becoming disinterested of listening to Kpop songs, especially to new Kpop songs anymore. (Again, please kindly see more details on "Special Notes About Me" section.)I sometimes write fanfiction and doing some poetic work unless if I got my inspiration pops out of my mind. (Nostalgic Fun Fact: I used to do penpaling via snail mail because handwritten letters is very special and memorable to me from 2018-2020.)I also love to watch Catch! Teenieping (I adore Heartchuping/Heartsping A LOT!), Secret Jouju and Princess Pring.My favorite colors are Sunset (Red, Orange and Yellow) and Starry Night (Purple, Pink and Blue).My favorite animal aside of dogs and cats, I love bunny rabbits and butterflies.

My Favorite Kpop Groups + Favorite Members From Each Of My Favorite Kpop Groups + BONUS [CLOSED FOREVER!]

My favorite Kpop groups are:Super Junior (OT15), EXO (OT9), NCT (OT23/2020) (I am still thinking about NCT WISH but for now, I am not in a mood for listening to them at this moment.)), aespa, Dreamcatcher, VIXX (OT6), ATEEZ, TripleS and ZEROBASEONE.And for my favorite members from each of my favorite Kpop groups:Super Junior: Leeteuk and Yesung but actually, I love all of the members. This is the few Kpop groups that brought me close to my heart.EXO: BaekhyunNCT: Taeyong and Doyoungaespa: WinterDreamcatcher: I don't have one yet but for now it's SiyeonVIXX: Ravi (PLEASE SEE MORE DETAILS ON "SPECIAL NOTES ABOUT ME" ABOUT WHY RAVI IS MY FAVORITE VIXX MEMBER!)ATEEZ: Hongjoong, Seonghwa and YeosangTripleS: I don't have one yet...ZEROBASEONE: Sung Hanbin (Please see more details on "Special Notes About Me")BONUS: Korean Hip-Hop and R&B artists, which unfortunately...I won't be mentioning my favorite Korean Hip-Hop and R&B artists on my Carrd because they will send me so much hate and I'll end up being criticized, judgemental and humiliated by them. So, if you are curious about what are my favorite Korean Hip-Hop and R&B artists, you can ask me via DM (Direct Messaging)/Private Messaging on my different social media accounts under "My Social Media Accounts" section.

My Favorite Anime Shows + Favorite Characters From Each Of My Favorite Anime Shows [ON HIATUS!]

My favorite Anime shows are:Naruto/Naruto Shippuden, Boruto, Love Live! series, Pokemon, Bloom Into You, Beyond The Boundary, RWBY and My Deer Friend NokotanP.S. Sometimes I get nostalgic/get remember my past memories when I remember some old Anime shows like Doraemon, Mirmo de Pon, Hamtaro, Cardcaptor Sakura, etc...My favorite characters from each of my favorite Anime shows are...Naruto/Naruto Shippuden: Aside of Naruto, Hinata, Sasuke, Sakura and Kakashi, I also love Gaara, Itachi, Deidara and Konan.Love Live! series:School Idol Project (μ’s): I love all the members!Sunshine!! (Aqours): Riko, Yohane (If I call her Yoshiko, she will bug me so I will ALWAYS call her Yohane if she is my favorite member of Aqours) and MariNijigasaki School Idol Club: Rina, Shioriko, Mia and LanzhuSuperstar!!: Chisato, Shiki, Natsumi and MargaretHasunosora School Idol Club: All the members!Favorite sub-units of each Love Live! series: lily white for μ’s, Guilty Kiss for Aqours, R3BIRTH for Nijigasaki School Idol Club, 5yncri5e for Liella! and DOLLCHESTRA for Hasunosora School Idol ClubPokemon: Aside of Pikachu, I love Scorbunny and LucarioBeyond The Boundary: Mirai KuriyamaRWBY: I love all the girls of Team RWBY and all the members of Team JNPR. I also love Penny Polendina and Neopolitan

My Favorite Games + Favorite Characters From Each Of My Favorite Games

My favorite games are:Love and Deepspace, Honkai Star Rail, Hatsune Miku COLORFUL STAGE (Project SEKAI)Fun Fact: I started to play Rhythm Games in 2014 when I discovered Cytus. And that's how I became a huge fan of playing rhythm games. I used to play Superstar SMTOWN, Love Live! School Idol Festival, Cytus II, Deemo, VOEZ and Love Live! School Idol Festival All Stars.My favorite characters from each of my favorite games are:Love and Deepspace: Xavier! (My second favorite are Rafayel and Caleb)Honkai Star Rail: Firefly, March 7th, Jing Yuan, Dan Heng, Aventurine, Kafka and Rappa (May add soon if I have a new favorite character!)Hatsune Miku COLORFUL STAGE (Project SEKAI):My favorite groups: Nightcord at 25:00 and VIVID BAD SQUADMy favorite characters: Ena, Mafuyu, Kohane and Emu

Special Notes About Me

First of all, as I mentioned before, I'm born with Autism. I'm looking for new moots who are born with Autism, I love talking to you!Second, I always can get easily lonely and bored so please chat me more often. If I get a meltdown, feeling upset, angry or sad, I may chat to you right away to calm me down. I love to chat with someone online because it made me smile and to calm me down until I get sleepy. (Pardon me that I'm not a morning person sometimes...) But please do note that KINDLY PLEASE DON'T MESSAGE ME ANYTHING THAT'S CREEPY AND TOO INAPPROPRIATE!Third, is I'm currently have PCOS (Polystic Ovarian Syndrome) and having a fatty liver problem. I am currently struggling about losing weight and trying to get back to my regular period again. If you have got any advice regarding PCOS and fatty liver problem, feel free to message me via DM/Private Messaging.Fourth, is for Tumblr users, PLEASE DO NOTE AND UNDERSTAND THAT MY ASK BOX IS ALWAYS (AND WILL ALWAYS) BE CLOSED! And the reason why I turned off the ask box? I have a terrible experience of receiving hate messages, whether it's from anonymous or non-anonymous in my past 2 Tumblr accounts (2013-2018 and 2020). My 3rd Tumblr account (sadfragilegirl), which created in 2023, I decided to turn the ask box off for good and FOREVER while the Tumblr Messenger will always be open to prevent me from future hate messages and trolls.Fourth, is regarding about why I became slowly disinterested in loving Kpop anymore. In April 11, 2023, Ravi left VIXX due to a so-called military "scandal" that I became too depressed to listen to new Kpop songs and I barely listening to my favorite Kpop songs because he is my most favorite member of VIXX. And as time passes until April 10, 2024, which is 365 days after Ravi left VIXX, that how I became having a loss of interest and enjoyment of loving Kpop anymore because the Kpop World right now has drastically changed because of scary things that made me traumatized like members of every Kpop groups leaving due to a scandal, the mistreatment from every agency/industry, the unstoppable yet unnecessary fanwars and hatred, one of members of every Kpop groups who are passed away due to su1c1d3 and other things that made me affecting my enjoyment of being a Kpop fan. Kpop is supposed to be my happy and safe place but now it turned into a depressing wasteland. In other words, being a Kpop fan made me suffering from depression and affecting my well being.And on August 28, 2024, after the news about Taeil of NCT leaving group due to a huge scandal (Trigger Warning: Sexual Abuse) and Seunghan leaving RIIZE last October 13, 2024, 2 days after return from his hiatus, it has finally decided to leave the Kpop fandom and stop being a Kpop fan forever. And now, I am finally suffered from Kpopphobia.And speaking of Ravi of VIXX... Since after he left VIXX due to the military evasion "scandal" last April 11, 2023, LOTS of people, which are STARLIGHTs who are supporting VIXX as OT5, OT4 and OT3, and other fans from every Kpop groups like EXO-Ls (EXO fans), CARATs (Seventeen Fans), MAMAMOO fans (Most specifically Wheein fans) and ZEROSEs (ZEROBASEONE fans, especially Sung Hanbin fans (As you may know, Sung Hanbin is one of the THE L1VE artists that he mentioned Ravi during his speech after he finally made into debut last 2023 on the final episode of Boys' Planet.) decided to send LOTS of hate messages (Especially when they wrote "F*CK RAVI!"), d3ath thr3ats, r@p3 jokes and disgusting jokes regarding jail to Ravi because THEY KEPT BELIEVING THE CLICKBAIT AND BIASED ARTICLES THAT THEY DON'T KNOW THAT RAVI IS THE SCAPEGOAT EVERY TIME HE IS IN THE COVER OF EVERY ARTICLE! That's the reason why Ravi is my favorite member of VIXX.If you want to know the full information and VERY CLEAR explanation about Ravi's military evasion scandal, please click the link below:RAVI’S MILITARY EVASION SCANDAL CASE EXPLAINEDAnd, if you want to know why blaming Ravi for military scandal is threatening every idol in industry, please click the link below:Why blaming RAVI for military scandal is THREATENING every idol in industry by @vitaarieka from X (Formally Twitter)Lastly, I don't retweet/reblog anything about that made me triggered, upset and affecting my well being, especially my mental and emotional health. Whether it's news about politics or current events happening in this world today, I stayed away from them (Random fact: I started to do that few after the death of Jonghyun of SHINee). Because why? I've seen enough so many things that it's terrifying, disturbing, distressing and traumatizing. It made me increasing my depression, anxiety, emotional breakdowns, meltdowns and panic attacks all over me. (That's the reason why I don't watch news on TV anymore.) I just don't want to see another heartbreaking, triggering, disturbing moments ever again that it made me want to do find a way to escape this dreadful reality. Please understand this. I had enough of this terrible moments happening in this world. I'm already traumatized enough.And if that happens, I will retweet so lots food pictures, animal pictures, beautiful home interior pictures and even pictures about wonderful landscapes many times on Twitter to refresh my Timeline in case I saw too many sad posts and negativity posts on my Timeline.

My Social Media Accounts

Email: [email protected]
Twitter: MyScarletDreams
Instagram: myscarletdreams
Facebook: Queennie Mapula
Tumblr: sadfragilegirl (I'm a member of writeblrcafe and hearthenhome + Xavier's Little Stars (Tumblr Community))
Kakao Talk: QueenCess
Telegram: MyScarletDreams
HoYoLaB: MyScarletDreams
Bluesky: myscarletdreams.bsky.social